[Impenitent]

</span><blockquote><span class="smallfont">Quote:</span><hr size="1" />Originally Posted by (white rice,)
The world itself is illogical; it's chaotic. Then it's only fitting that human nature is illogical as well. There's also a sense of elegance and beauty that comes with the chaos. You can try to sanitize it with logic and reason, but you can only try. I would imagine one aspect of failure is the bitter denial of your impending death.

Then I agree. Dying comes in many forms. Paralysis is sometimes death.

Not to the herd. To your inner-self. Subconscious is not the best fitting word for it. The herd plays as big a role as the rest of your environment. To illustrate, inner happiness isn't when things are going your way. It's when you're content with all your efforts despite things not turning out the way you've planned it to be.<hr size="1" /></blockquote><span class='postcolor'>

the world is illogical and chaotic... and you actually believe that you can plan for future events? are you kidding yourself?

the chaotic inner self? the one that changes with each new moment? are you the same person now as you were last year? last week? a minute ago? time marches on, everything changes... an insane plan for a chaotic future... content? when? in the forgotten irretrievable past? in the chaotic illogical unknown future?