| [When] are you stupid? If anyone has read the last few posts I have made, you might find them... enigmatic. Some of it has to do with being under the influence of a certain plant, other times I just feel like my head is unclear.
This has been happening a lot lately, and I am hoping its just a phase. If you want to help me out, you could tell me that when you were around my age (19), if you had similar cycles of intelligence. It seems like one week I am motivated, ambitious, creative, on the ball, energetic, etc; where as the next week I am tired, lazy, can't think straight, lack creativity, etc...
I know what you're thinking - 'he is bipolar'. Well - possibly, my mom is and it is hereditary. I am confident I have no chemical-imbalances in my head, so let's just eliminate that, please :).
So is it part of growing up? I know I lack sleep sometimes... but I don't feel that is responsible. Do hormones affect mood in a cyclical matter?
These questions shouldn't be overly-complicated for some of you, just want to know if anyone experiences similar patterns - and if you grew out of them.
Thanks
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