There have been 2 1/2 points in my life where a powerful spiritual phenomenon has changed my life dramatically. Today was one of those days.
I have no idea how to describe fully what it was like, but what I can say is—to word it as simply as possible—it was as if God (not the Bible god necessarily) put his hand on my shoulder and without saying a word told me exactly what I need to do with my life. I’ve known what I need to do—but this---this—I just don’t know how to describe it, and it happened during the forming of this song. I could barely stand--tears streaming down my face--all I could think was, "what do you expect me to do?"
This song for me is absolutely that of spiritual awakening, cleansing, and a confirmation of who I am. I knew this was coming. I knew it—I’ve felt it since a week before my grandmother died—I’ve known. I thought it would hit in a dream, I thought it would come to me in a different manner, but things have proven again that I can’t guess that kind of thing—all I can guess is that it’s going to happen at some point.
This happened to me yesterday morning.
The new song is called Enlightenment, my new song that I have set to play when you go to my myspace page
Kizzume
Everything has a mathematical formula. These formulas fit together like gears, but they're beyond the 3 dimensions that we know. Think of 4 dimensional gears. I am a 4 dimensional gear (but really way beyond 4 dimensions, but that's neither here nor there), I am a mathematical phenomenon. Everyone is a mathematical phenomenon. All the gears, one way or another, in whatever dimension, fit together. Whether it's a physical dimension or a dimension within someone's consciousness it does not matter--everything fits together. When one doesn't know their way, and everything starts to lose its meaning, one is losing his or her sense of how the gears fit together. This was a personal reminder of that math.
Have you had bursts of this kind of thing happen to you?