I swing either way, but I guess the question still applies.
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Quote by: alexGERMAN a) Did you either at one point decide to become gay or do you belive you alwasys were gay |
If by always, you mean from birth, I can't answer that. I only became sexually aware at around seven or eight, at which time I was attracted to both genders.
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Quote by: alexGERMAN b) Did the change to homosexuality, or the discovery of your homosexuality hard to grasp and deal with internaly or did it actually feel natural. |
Although I had always been kind of aware the attraction, I never had reason to give the idea of sex with a guy much thought: I was happy enough with women. As I got older, I realised that I much prefer the company of guys, and with that realisation, the prospect of a relationship with a guy has become more appealing.
Basically, in my case, the attraction has been there ever since I became sexually aware, and the inclination to act upon it has been a perfectly natural reaction to my changing social preferences.
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Quote by: alexGERMAN c) Was there a feeling like "my mind is telling me I should be hetro sexual, but my instincts and body tells me I like people of the same sex" |
My mind has always told me to do what I want as long as it isn't infringing upon other people's rights. My thought has always been to just roll with it.