| In 1983 I became very dishearted by churches, christianity, and by religion. Most of you may know some history of christianity and other religions.
Near the end of February of 1983 some thing very strange happened to me, I was in a state of helplessness, my cup was empty and I felt alone. With extreme anger I cried out, "OH GOD, WHERE ARE YOU!? COME DOWN AND LET WORLD KNOW THAT YOU CARE! WHERE IS YOUR LOVE!?
Can you see and hear of all the things that have happened and are happening!?" Those that have a mind to process what they see and hear would think that YOU are sleeping, or do not even exist, or are on vacation, or just don't care, by letting all the suffering and destruction happen on this earth.
Why all the abominations that have happened in Jesus' name that are to bloody and wicked to mention? OH GOD, why all the conflicts and division within Christianity?
Countless numbers of Christian churches with their various false religious doctrines and false religious preaching using the name of Jesus as its foundation, and at the same time seeing and hearing of ALL the suffering, and also seeing the destruction of the environment from all kinds of pollutants which causes suffering to ALL livings things. And also, the weapons of mass destruction that mankind have used and will use against each other again to the point of ANNIHILATION, which is M.A.D. IF THEY ARE NOT STOPPED, HUMANITY IS FINISHED,
OH GOD! LISTEN TO THE CHILDREN CRY!, OH GOD! WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING!"
I got answer, but nobody believes me.
Yours truly with love, Paul |